Thursday, September 29, 2011

this blogging this is keeping my mind off of life

second time in one day. record!

just to let you know, this is going to be random. this blog is just keeping my mind off of certain things that i can't deal with right now. so i'll blog blog blog!

I think i'm becoming addicted. I admit, i blog stalk myself. It's scaring me...

at least it's not a creepy old man.

Day 11 and Best Buddy Blues

DAY 11:

What's in your makeup bag?

Okay. complication. I don't exactly wear makeup. I put on mascara half the time and if I'm going to something fancy I cover up a disgusting zit or two. But that's it. So the answer is mascara! And I don't even wear that all the time!

(and I hardly get gross zits, just to let you know)

anyway. teenage girl problem. I need a best friend. applications due to my locker by two o clock tomorrow. just kidding... but i seriously need a best friend to just hug and smile with and cry with and tell everything to. I don't tell anyone anything anymore...

this blog is good for me though, it gets out my feelings (not all of them. some of them i can't share on the internet... duh) but it's helping me. so i guess all the people who read my blog are my best friends. but what if it's some creepy old man that has no life so he stalks me? what then?! or what if I don't know you! LET'S CHANGE THAT BEST FRIEND!

I'm getting desperate. But not creepy old man desperate.

maybe i should go online. i bet they have something for that.

I'm the spazzy spongebob... where's my patrick?

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Day 10

a photo of your favorite place to eat.

Delicious delicious.

I'm getting sick of this blog challenge.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

kicks and giggles

DAY 9: a picture of the last thing you purchased.

bought me one of these bad boys yesterday... mmm

i need a laugh. a really really good long laugh. because today was really kinda sad.

the reason?

I need a best friend. I'm kinda lonely. Not in a sad depressing emo way, but I just need someone to talk to. And to not judge me for my decisions, someone to cry and laugh with and someone who i can just love unconditionally. I need that really bad in these retarded teenage years.

so to make myself feel better, here are some grand awkward family photo pictures =D

notice the burning hair... classic

and that, my dear children, is called canibalism

overprotective parents...

I just love this


precious moment!

This, right here, is a winner!


siblings love each other...

Monday, September 26, 2011

lessons from PIXAR.

Hey there, Mr. Grumpy Gills. When life gets you down do you wanna know what you've gotta do? Just keep swimming! Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do? We swim, swim!

this is so true. when life gets you down, you just have to keep moving forward. can you guess which movie this is from.... unless you live under a rock then you can. FINDING NEMO!

i just watched this. i admit, i cried at the end. it was so darling i couldn't stand it.

other quotes i found enjoyable:

Marlin: The water is half empty!
Dory: Hmmm. Really? I'd say it's half full!

Mr. Ray: All new explorers must answer a science question. You live in what kind of home?
Nemo: An anemonemone. Amnemonemomne.
Mr. Ray: That's okay kid, dont hurt yourself.

Gill: Look at that. Would you look at that? Filthy. Absolutely filthy. And it's all thanks to you, kid. You made it possible. Jacques! I told you not to clean!
Jacques: I am ashamed.

Nemo: Dad, you're not gonna freak out like you did at the petting zoo, are you?
Marlin: Hey, that snail was about to charge.

Marlin: I promised I'd never let anything happen to him.
Dory: Hmm. That's a funny thing to promise.
Marlin: What?
Dory: Well, you can't never let anything happen to him. Then nothing would ever happen to him. Not much fun for little Harpo.

Marlin: He's my son, he was taken by these divers...
Dory: Oh my, you poor fish.
Chum: Humans. Think they own everything.
Anchor: Probably American...

Crush: Oh. Intro- Jellyman, offspring. Offspring, Jellyman.

best. picture. EVER.


"DUCK!" "That's not a duck! THAT'S A PELICAN!"

Fish are friends, not food.

there's waaaaay more that i wanna say. but that would take hours to write and hours to read.


A song to match your mood.


"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming. HA HA HA HO HA! Just keep swimming! Swimming!"

because life is starting to get stressful again. nothing seems to be going my way these past couple of days... mostly teenage girl problems. boys, school, chores... but it'll all work out! KEEP SWIMMING!

Sunday, September 25, 2011


okay, so the point of this blog challenge was to blog every day... oops. oh well. so i skipped two days? i was BUSY!

oh being a teenager....

kay. Day five, How important you think education is?
what the retarded?!

I guess education is good. yep, learning is good!

Day six, a photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet.

tis my elephant. i shall name him Raja. And i would ride him to school and all the other kids would be jealous that their elephants aren't as cool as mine.

Day seven, Your dream wedding.

Okay, this is getting ridiculous. I am not planning on getting married until I'm AT LEAST twenty four. AT. LEAST. i'll just give small details. not in utah, with gorgeous man, fall, fall colors, cool temple, pretty outdoor reception. ta. da.

oh, and my wedding dress would probably look like this:

Thursday, September 22, 2011


before I start this whole blog challenge shindig, I'll just let you know how my week went.

this week was heck. i had to memorize a poem for english, do a thirty bug insect collection (i'm still not done! I need two more bugs!) and had homework galore!

why am I so happy then?


let me start with Volleyball games. I love volleyball, I wish I was coordinated enough to play. But I can't. so i just cheer my lungs out for our awesome players. and this week we dominated! we won the home game (easily. it was against farmington) and then on wednesday we went to a game at Kaysville Jr! they're officers and cheerleaders were nice (and it was the BEST to see Jeffrey again. I miss my jeff with all my heart) but their students? rude. they booed us. they screamed at us. i think they might've sworn at us. so of course we wanted to show them up! we won the first game, they won the second. the third was the most intense thing ever! but we won by two points:) GLORY GLORY!

and then the rest of my week was crazy. i'm so busy sometimes, i just wanna lay down and sleep all day. mmmmmm. and this weekend will be buisier. yipeeeeeee.

Okay Day 4. your favorite photograph of your best friend.

this will be fun:)

This is Ewica Joy Monson. I call her my delight:)

reagan tidwell ladies and gents. the funniest girl alive.

She's cute:)

bahahaha!!!! oh Madysen!

She is the love of my life

I just love this
this is mark. my husband/ best boy buddy ever

we're hot. and cool.

best friends for eight years!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

*DAY 3*

your idea of the perfect first date....

I don't like to think about dating. I'm a youngun. I guess if I had to chose, it would be with a cute guy that I ask out.... I know they're supposed to ask out but why not switch the tables? anyway, maybe it would be an awkward picnic at Rocket Park. I love awkwardness. and awkward people. i'm awkward a lot of the time. i love it!

and then I want my front porch kiss. not in the rain, too cheesy. and so what if your not supposed to kiss on the first date! who cares?

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

day 2: favorite movie

alright, i'm only blogging because of this dang challenge. favorite movie? hmmm. this is going to sound nerdy, but some of my favorites are all the STAR WARS and INDIANA JONES movies!!!! I LOVE THEM!

Monday, September 19, 2011

Blue Skies and Dog Days

Run fast for your mother run fast for your father
Run for your children for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind you
Can't carry it with you if you want to survive

today, i just heard the glee version of this song. Now I've only seen about three full episodes of Glee, and it was the grossest moment of my life. talk about innapropriate. but the music is to DIE FOR! It is amazing, I know that. But....

they totally butchered this song. for a few reasons. autotuned (waaaay too much). and it doesn't feel like it has the meaning behind it. it just sounds like a top 40 song. and if there is one thing you need to know about me is that I CANNOT STAND RADIO MUSIC. autotune autotune autotune.

gag me.

it's kind of amazing that i'm related to my mother. she lives for radio music and Bruno Mars and all that electronic stuff. the only artists we can agree on are he is we, Colbie Callait and Kate Nash. But who in the world is going to question the musical genuis of kate nash? hmmm?

my life is fantastic. I'm seriously so lucky, but i don't want to post about that. I already did that =D

another annoucement:

I've decided to do the 30 day blog challenge! Because I bet you guys are getting bored of all this gabbing about nothing. SOOOOO. DAY 1!


hmm. it usually depends on my mood. Right now my favorite is Birds by Kate Nash (durr. It's KATE NASH). It's just a cute song about an awkward couple. I love awkward people. I find them grand. Here's some lyrics in case you're too lazy to look it up on Youtube:

But he was looking at her, yeah all funny in the eye
She said "Come on boy tell me what you're thinking
Now don't be shy."
He said alright, "I'll try
All the stars up in the sky
And the leaves in the trees
All the broken bits that make you jump up
And grassy bits in between
All the matter in the world is how much I like you."

cute huh???


Kate. My woman crush. Nash.

He is We. What goofs. I love them so much it's not healthy.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

luckiest girl in the world

the luckiest girl in the world?


I just am. Even though school is going to get really tough and everyone's teenage hormones are going to go crazy soon, I'm appreciating my life for right now.

Because I am a list junkie, i shall name WHY I'm so fortunate.

1. my friends. People close to me know I've gone through some "friend trauma" this summer. But, it's actually made me stronger, and helped me realize who my real friends are. and I've even met some NEW friends this year. they are grand and amazing and I'm so lucky to have them in my life. I'm going to hold on to them:)

2. my mom is done with crazy back to school working season. I get her back to myself! I've missed talking to my mama. She's really my best friend and I love her more than I could ever say or write.

3. school. okay, yes, the hard work isn't fun a lot of the time. but I'm really lucky to be an officer and meet new people from new schools, our school, other schools. or just people. I also have all my best friends at school. ahh. I love them so much.

4. family. family life has been pretty great for me. Mr. King taught us something on Friday that I've actually taken to heart. and it's made me want to help my parents and siblings out a whole lot more. What did he say? Well, hopefully you all will take it to heart too:

"Switching to a parent point of view. I pay for dance, soccer, lunch, food, clothes, shelter and anything else. All I ask for is a little cooperation. Clean up a little bit, keep your room neat, just be helpful. It really makes a difference."

5. this blog. some people ask me if I care that I don't have a lot of comments and stuff like that. well I don't care. this blog thing is really for my benefit. I know that sounds selfish, but it's helped me grow and organize my thoughts and helps me as a writer. I love to write. So if you read this, I appreciate you, but my blog doesn't revolve around you.

6. I live in a country that is strong. And even though ten years ago 9/11 happened, we can still honor those people that died and pray for their families. <3

Sunday, September 4, 2011

keepin' it classy

over the past few days, i've decided that i know classy. a classy person is:

never gossips
never wears a white shirt with a black bra
can be sassy sometimes
always makes you smile
makes witty remarks
always looks nice
is just classy.

To help me (close to being classy people) with classiness, I've learned some classy rules for Google:


3. try to look nice and presentable.

4. even when you don't look "amazing" still act like you're dressed to your nines (what does dressed to your nines even mean? hmm?)

5. study for tests and do homework

6. be UNIQUE

7. do not, do not, DO NOT act stuck up. huge turnoff there.

8. polite. polite. POLITE.

9. don't gossip (not at school, at home or on the internet. not classy at all)

10. INDEPENDANCE! you do not need mom to pick out your clothes for you every night. learn to make food, do laundry, make some of your own money. it's good for you!

11. be friends with everyone

12. don't follow all the trends.

13. HYGENE!!!

14. be nice to yourself. remind yourself that you're not perfect, but try to learn from your mistakes.

15. don't pretend to be something your not.

16. try not to yell at google when it is acting retarded (me)

Classy dress

queen of classiness!

Thursday, September 1, 2011


Today, all I wanna do is complain. I just want to crawl in my covers and read a book and snuggle and wear pjs and sleep in... I want my summer back! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

But seriously. I'm DONE.

I'm done with mountains of homework.

I'm done with high school stress.

I'm done with mean peaople.

I'm done with mean GIRLS.

I'm done with school.

I'm done with this hot weather (and my lovely sweat. not gonna miss that)


But, I will tell you, that after today, I'm greatful for the wonderful people in my life. Examples:

Mr. King
The understanding Mrs. Holbrook
Mrs. Young
and my Mama.

This day (week) has helped me be more appreciative for all the great people in my life. I'm very luck to have them. I love these guys more than words!